It’s like… moving on

It’s dimension after dimension out here. Every emotion is a vibration and every vibration is a dimension. Every phase is a dimension. Every experience is a dimension and we’re out here surfing. We’re catching up to all the waves that were zooming past us; And it’s like my fingers type with the music as it plays. There are so many moments that birth tingles in our chests, it’s insane. Every time I settle into the quiet, there’s a surprise jolt up my spine telling me it’s not over. It’s another round on the rollercoaster. It’s another opportunity for my heart to brace itself. To drop to my gut. To feel excited for something unknown. It’s a sign, it’s a message, it’s several. It is so bewildering. It’s being lovingly held in dim purple lights at 3am, thinking- how did I get here only 24 hours after numbing loneliness? It’s screams of celebration in fluttering lights. It’s smiling to yourself in the middle of the night cause you can hear your deep breaths of solitude as the love and solace that you find in your being transfers to the sheets that brush the skin on your legs. It is everything feeling fresh and crisp and all avenues of possibilities feeling new again. Everything that life made you shed like a snake does its skin in the summertime is a now a distant memory you can try to grapple onto but cannot for too long without losing interest. You’re here. I am here and it’s amazing. I am flying. I am so alive, so powerful, so detailed, so unfinished, so in my elements and out of them all the same. I am still so in love, so unburned by love and its torturous allies. I am so present in all of these goosebumps. I am so safe and cherished and it’s all been here all along. Waiting for me to rise back up to feel it all, to breathe it all in. Celebrating my return, like it was all waiting like people do in the dark at surprise birthday parties. I am ready to be surprised again and again. I am ready to be swindled in days I need to stop time in between to catch my breath; In moments I need to step away from and pause to even begin to take them all in.