Mind worms 2024

"No relief from pain is worth your honour. I'd rather suffer than dishonour Ma Shakti's child." "And in that single moment she looks at me, I am the most beautiful woman in the world.""What is this ability to jump ages and embody such diversities of being, who am I?" "I look at you now... and...

Help… nevermind.

I wonder if it's "tit-for-tat" for the perceived "everyone else gets such grace except me", well no one else gate-kept joy from me. No one else so willingly deemed me the source of fear, of sadness, of pain so deep that it couldn't have not existed before me. No one else broke me through and...

Detachment from Duality

written on March 13, 2019 Why do you think we seekers willingly fall into these spaces of utter dispassion? It's because all this world will ever offer, will always come with pain. Passion cannot exist without dispassion. Duality will creep through in every beautiful feeling and we'll never escape the pitfalls after high climbs. Never....

All that remains

October 17th 2021 ~As the moon transits the self's lunar 12th house... Now that you're gone, I can love you better. For this... this is the only kind of love I have ever mastered. After all illusions come to an end. After anger shatters any wants or needs. After pain is done withstanding the time....