forgiveness: an esoteric epiphany

Diary entry in presence of Shalni and Pratyusha as guides~ Something rare, never read, thought about or written before in the realm of this conscious psyche ~ <written on 22nd October 2024> Today is a Vadh Tara day for me... the same one from September 24th - Ardra. The number 24 has always been linked...

Things I learned from my longest relationship

Communicating and Check-Ins: No matter how close you've become, regular check-ins are crucial and imperative. The minute you start withholding: how you feel, how something affected you, creating opportunities for regularly scheduled emotionally safe communication... the relationship is at risk. Note that "safe communication" cannot happen during conflict. So expressing important things during conflict will...

Collectors

written on May 2, 2018 "I will pick the ones that pick me, they will call me and I'll know" The 8 year old was talking about crystals in a crystal store. I looked at her lovingly and asked her to believe that forever. I am no collector of any sorts but I do remember...

I’m aware

Written on 19th November 2019 God you won’t even let me dwell in a feeling, will you? The instant something beautiful begins to form in the depths of the same chest that carried the weight of grey shades of sorrow, here you come again, corrupting my budding day dreams with reality checks. I know better...

Current life destinies: Rahu and Ketu

Snake head: Rahu, Snake tail: Ketu An excerpt on the astrological concepts and components of the North node (Rahu) and the South Node (Ketu) of the moon: We will be exploring the meaning and significance of Rahu and Ketu and the result of their different placements in the birth chart of a horoscope. In a...

the problem with possessing

The earth placed pretty flowers in my palms. I liked them so much, I wanted to keep and protect them. I briefly, unwisely, admired them in my open palms and then I gently closed my fists. I kept them closed for hours. I knew I had to release my fists sooner or later. Every time...