written on March 13, 2019 Why do you think we seekers willingly fall into these spaces of utter dispassion? It's because all this world will ever offer, will always come with pain. Passion cannot exist without dispassion. Duality will creep through in every beautiful feeling and we'll never escape the pitfalls after high climbs. Never.... Continue Reading →
I’m aware
Written on 19th November 2019 God you won’t even let me dwell in a feeling, will you? The instant something beautiful begins to form in the depths of the same chest that carried the weight of grey shades of sorrow, here you come again, corrupting my budding day dreams with reality checks. I know better... Continue Reading →
The ache – Feb 8, 2021
It is things that your intuition whispers to you that sink your heart to a pit. Private information you’re somehow privy to when a stranger’s energy inevitably crawls on your skin. It is questioning your wiring and the fading significance of things that once made you shine. When all the torment lies in feverishly needing... Continue Reading →
A means to an end
written on 11th July 2021 Among rubble hearts, dead desires, empty canvases, dying passion, hopeless floating, dreamless nights, want-less purposes, defeated words, neglected aches, diminished worth and forgotten souls. Here’s a heart you can call a tragic home. The walls between which you can throw your tantrums, hold your ground, grow in silence, in love, in torment,... Continue Reading →
I’m afraid of nothing, remember?
Trigger Warning - This post contains themes of anger and abuse. All this wrath pent up in my fists and concentrated between my eyebrows knock out the essence of my gentle femininity and coerce the trails of my being with textures of sandpaper. Yet, my woman-ness prevails in glimpses and deserved appearances while the rest... Continue Reading →
All that remains
October 17th 2021 ~As the moon transits the self's lunar 12th house... Now that you're gone, I can love you better. For this... this is the only kind of love I have ever mastered. After all illusions come to an end. After anger shatters any wants or needs. After pain is done withstanding the time.... Continue Reading →