Love is her weapon

written on May 9, 2018 She made sure her heart was heardHer love poured with the rain It lingered among fragrances in the air It rushed through currents Rose with the Sunrise and settled in with the Sunset She cast it in the skies She inhaled and exhaled it like smoke She painted walls with...

If you loved me, lord

written on 15th August 2018 If you loved me lord, you’d take away this pain.  You’d take away the empty, make me whole again.  If you loved me lord, you’d let me be perfect.  For more than a day. In all the fabric in the world.  I’m sorry. I know you love me, lord.  In...

Fleeting

Persistent attractions and changing forms In the illusions of impermanence they linger Dishonouring the permanence of evolving souls Change is the only thing at the tips of each finger ~~ My being is worship worthy and yet is nothing at all  My womb and veins profusely carry all its desires  The dearth of a heart’s...

Gone for the very last time

I turn every feeling into art of some sort. It is the best outcome of anything that’s gifted for me to feel. “Don’t hurt me.” I whispered to the parts of you in the air around me. I don’t think I picked you to hurt me. I’ve picked my hurters before, they feel nothing like...

Like a twin flame

written on August 11, 2019 The dents you make in your spaces are like craters in mine. Do you know of the number of times I’ve clutched my hair in denial at the thought of leaving you in your spaces, away from my spaces, for good? The walls around me are drafting and the air...

Vacuum

And the rhythm of your breath forms gentle dents in the vibrant air around you.You move in a magnetic field.You've entered a realm of wakefulness where you're more than just human.You're so powerful. You create. You can create anything that you can paint in your head and it manifests.You're one with a frequency higher than...

The in-between

written on April 3, 2017 Learning lies in the days between reckless love. In the stillness of water after a wave. Amidst a high and a low. Before and after every internal scream. Wisdom lasts in ethereal spaces. Between body highs and sickness. Between arousal and longing. Between passion and dispassion, excitement and boredom. Somewhere...

Okay, let’s pretend

written on June 20, 2018 "I should have given back visibly, but I promise I always gave." ~ Okay, let's pretend. In acres we exist.That for a second our callings match.There is no limit, no boundary, no rules.And I could see it, very briefly, but there.And as perfect as it could be, it would.It would...

dead to me now

It’s like being compelled to obsess by puppeteers of brain chemicals.  As much as I know how to shake myself out of a delusion, here I still am.  It wasn’t love then… but what about now? Simulation done and I chose it again.  To fake it till I made it. To stick through a thought,...

Hollow havens

written on January 1st 2019 Tell me. How many times would you dumb it down for the love to afford. How many hearts will you have to wound and leave bleeding, down to their soul. How many names will raise your glory, when death shows, not on accord. With the rest of us painting our...