Help… nevermind.

I wonder if it's "tit-for-tat" for the perceived "everyone else gets such grace except me", well no one else gate-kept joy from me. No one else so willingly deemed me the source of fear, of sadness, of pain so deep that it couldn't have not existed before me. No one else broke me through and...

You carry on…

My enigmatic miracle of a daughter, you're the one that lived on. So live. Home is where you make it, my love. The heart is what you fill it with. Let my love to you, be your love to you. Let my voice be your guide. No matter where you choose to be, I will...

I’m aware

Written on 19th November 2019 God you won’t even let me dwell in a feeling, will you? The instant something beautiful begins to form in the depths of the same chest that carried the weight of grey shades of sorrow, here you come again, corrupting my budding day dreams with reality checks. I know better...